你不是真正的快乐

人群中哭着 你只想变成透明的颜色 / 这世界笑了 于是你合群的一起笑了
你再也不会梦或痛或心动了 / 当生存是规则 不是你的选择
你已经决定了 你已经决定了 / 于是你含着眼泪飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞地走着

你静静忍着 紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
而回忆越是甜就是越伤人
越是在手心留下密密麻麻深深浅浅的刀割

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳


你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯完全的愈合
我站在你左侧 却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了 然后才后悔着

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯完全的愈合
我站在你左侧 却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了

你值得真正的快乐
你应该脱下你穿的保护色
为什么失去了 还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让悲伤全部结束在此刻
重新开始活着


对!!!!我不是真正的快乐!!!!!!

说好了幸福呢-DOTA版

怎么了 你feed了 说好的 teamwork呢 我pro了 不怕了 爱push了 mega了 开心的我一路杀人变成superkiller 那些的godlike的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得 .....haha...danm funny...get form gg....^^

finally final was done...the paper is ok lo....all most all of the que is sported by joyce....still dun noe can pass anot....still dun have any confidence for tis paper....cant say anything for it....its over....haiz....dun say no confidence for tis paper....even though me oso dun have confidence for others....when do sum thing else, my heart always tell me tat u cant do it coz u scare on it....me oso dun noe scare wat...now i noe tat, i scare failed....really scare on it...when i failed once for it, i will start scare....sum time i scare until i give up on it....i always told myself tat u cant give up, no more quitter...but at the end i scare until quit/give up...sum time i wanna tell sum thing else inside my heart to sumbody...i wan let the person noe wat i think, wat i feel on it....but final i will zip it my mouth,keep every thing inside...dun wan to let the person noe it...coz i scare the person dun noe wanna hear me to talking sum rubbish...luckly i can share it to my mummy n dai lou...but i still feel regert when i din tell the right person..sum time i will hate myself y dun wan tell on it....haiz....tis can show tat i'm no confidence n a failure too....

stating tmr hui see will leave me...stop her part time job....den i will go n work wif myself....feel veli lonely....really feel lonely....tis morning when i reached office car park, i saw hui see's car not park at there....1st on my mind is tat hui see din work...i tell myself starting my lonely working day...l8r think positively mayb hui see will late..den i call her....she reply tat she reached office jor lo...her car is on service...her daddy fetch him cum to work...den i feel tat thank god...my lonely working day havent stat yet....

but tmr really wan reach jor lo...stat my lonely job jor lo...haiz...think a bit bac tat a few day me ,joey n hui see work together n v all veli enjoy on it....sit togetther n chit chat when working time....haiz....now they leave till me the once working at the there....T.T....i miss tat days v work together...

ya orr...still wan to say sumthing...mayb i will no post any thing on tis short period of time...coz work feel tire....summore weekend wan to do revision for my final which at 10th of december....all my fren take k lol...to those who r sitting acca o cat final...wish u all good luck....the lucky 7 always stand by ur side...gambatteh

today v all celebrate bday wif joey...i promise chee jong n hui see den i should celebrate wif him...coz joey work wif me have few days edi...he is good guy....even thourgh his home near by my home but walk to my house need around 15 to 20 minits...when my pc have problem he always help me to settle it ... i say wan to fetch him cum to my house to settle it...he always reply tat no need to fetch him.. he cum to my house by walk...really wan to say tq to him la....

1st v all go to give joey a surpirse...v all go to his house celebrate wif him...den go to may yen house eat steambot....may yan house is 2 in 1 double storey....he house qiute big leh...have a fish pool...v all go there playing Wii n mahjong...i think joey got a veli meaning full present n bday too...

last i wan to say sumthing to joey...joey 19th year bday jor lo...bcum adult...every thing wan to think wif mature mind...remember to think tat family member is the most important thing in ur whole life...they all is more important den ur money n name....wish every thing will b all right...n pass the final too....good luck men

周杰伦 - 给我一首歌的时间

周杰伦 - 给我一首歌的时间 雨淋湿了天空 毁得很讲究 你说你不懂为何在这时牵手 我晒干了沉默 悔得很冲动 就算这次做错也只是怕错过 在一起叫 梦 分开了叫 痛 是不是说没有做完的梦最痛 迷路的后 果 我能承受 这最后的出口 在爱过了才有 能不能给我一首歌的时间 静静的把那拥抱变成永远 在我的怀里 你不用害怕失眠 如果你想忘记我也能失忆 能不能给我一首歌的时间 把故事听到最后才说再见 你送我的眼泪 让它留在雨天 越过你划的线我定了勇气的终点 你说我不该 不该 不该在这个时候 说了我爱你 要怎么证明我没有说谎的力气 请告诉我 暂停算不算放弃 我只有那一天的回忆 能不能给我一首歌的时间 静静的把那拥抱变成永远 在我的怀里 你不用害怕失眠 如果你想忘记我也能失忆 能不能给我一首歌的时间 把故事听到最后才说再见 你送我的眼泪 让他留在雨天 越过你划的线我定了勇气的终点 你说我不该 不该 不该在这个时候说了爱你 要怎么证明我没力气 告诉我暂停算不算放弃 我说我不该 不该在这时候才说爱你 要怎么证明我没有力气 我只有那一天的回忆

today is my second day work....haiz...hui see n joey din work part time wif me jor...feel veli lonely...lucky i din eat lunch myself...the officer help ta bao to me...den i eat at office...i have my own place to do my job...it's quite dirty...but i clear it up...it's becum more clear n dun have so many dust...dun y today the time run becum more faster...mayb have a lot of work to do...haiz....a lonely 5day....feel veli veli tired...