still have 6 hrs 2008 is going to end....think toward on tis year...form cat to acca den drop bac to cat agian...y will like tat de leh? the reason is i'm lazy to study....no i hate study but i'm lazy...the lazy virus is at my mind a long time edi....now i'm trying anti tis kind of virus...if no it's will trap me on the way where i'm running to the end of acca...^^

tis year i my sadness year...grandma leave me..still veli miss grandma....haiz...i think she always have an important place in my heart....my family have a big big conflict between each others...wat the solution on it? mayb the time is the better way to settle n soft it....hope so lol...

2009 is cumming...bcum older..so my mind oso wan to bcum more mature...dun wan still keep on it...need to learn about it....every new year i always make a wish on it...tis year i wish tat every thing will be allright...all's in my hand...my life is in my hand...hope tat i can handle it

lonely X'mas

谁又骑着那鹿车飞过 忘掉投下那礼物给我 凝视那灯饰 只有今晚最光最亮 却照亮我的寂寞 谁又能善心亲一亲我 由唇上来验证我幸福过 头上那飘雪 想要栖息我肩膊上 到最后也别去么 merry,merry christmas Lonely,lonely christmas 人浪中想真心告白 但你只想听听笑话 Lonely,lonely christmas merry,merry christmas 明日灯饰必须拆下 换到欢呼声不过一剎 明晨遇到 亦记不到和谁在醉酒中偷偷拥抱 仍然在傻笑 但你哪知道我想哭 和谁撞到 亦怕生保 宁愿在醉酒中辛苦呕吐 仍然在头痛 合唱的诗歌听不到 换到欢呼声不过一剎

有时我们活在这个世界上很难分得出对与错...如当你们互相憎恨对方..彼此得恨之入骨....而你就说你永远是对的..同样地对方也说他是对的...真的很难分得出谁对谁错.....从今天起我再也不会相信任何人.我只相信自己的眼睛,耳朵,还有我的心..最重要的是我相信我自己...

你们的事情,你们去搞定...本少爷懒得理你...管的你去死...看你们能好多久....尽管在我们面前耀武耀威吧!人做,天在看...大家来看看老天爷怎样来收你们..如果老天爷能给我一次机会,我要你们连本带利还回你们所给我们的...给你们尝试那个痛苦的滋味...看你们会如何得好...不要以谓我们是笨蛋傻瓜任你们欺负...

你不是真正的快乐

人群中哭着 你只想变成透明的颜色 / 这世界笑了 于是你合群的一起笑了
你再也不会梦或痛或心动了 / 当生存是规则 不是你的选择
你已经决定了 你已经决定了 / 于是你含着眼泪飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞地走着

你静静忍着 紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
而回忆越是甜就是越伤人
越是在手心留下密密麻麻深深浅浅的刀割

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳


你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯完全的愈合
我站在你左侧 却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了 然后才后悔着

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯完全的愈合
我站在你左侧 却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了

你值得真正的快乐
你应该脱下你穿的保护色
为什么失去了 还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让悲伤全部结束在此刻
重新开始活着


对!!!!我不是真正的快乐!!!!!!

说好了幸福呢-DOTA版

怎么了 你feed了 说好的 teamwork呢 我pro了 不怕了 爱push了 mega了 开心的我一路杀人变成superkiller 那些的godlike的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得 .....haha...danm funny...get form gg....^^

finally final was done...the paper is ok lo....all most all of the que is sported by joyce....still dun noe can pass anot....still dun have any confidence for tis paper....cant say anything for it....its over....haiz....dun say no confidence for tis paper....even though me oso dun have confidence for others....when do sum thing else, my heart always tell me tat u cant do it coz u scare on it....me oso dun noe scare wat...now i noe tat, i scare failed....really scare on it...when i failed once for it, i will start scare....sum time i scare until i give up on it....i always told myself tat u cant give up, no more quitter...but at the end i scare until quit/give up...sum time i wanna tell sum thing else inside my heart to sumbody...i wan let the person noe wat i think, wat i feel on it....but final i will zip it my mouth,keep every thing inside...dun wan to let the person noe it...coz i scare the person dun noe wanna hear me to talking sum rubbish...luckly i can share it to my mummy n dai lou...but i still feel regert when i din tell the right person..sum time i will hate myself y dun wan tell on it....haiz....tis can show tat i'm no confidence n a failure too....